Take a miles around kl with my friend on motorcycle . Lost and afraid . After went to Mid Valley , having dinner there with my friend and thinking wanna to have movie with her but could not make it . Rushy after class ended today. Borrow helmet from Terence and missed a lot of parking area . Rushy to go to toilet for shower then settle down as fast i can do . Been in this condition for a weeks to release tension. I never should been so over nice to someone even a friend i know at my university . I should never listen to them . I should believe on myself  that i got my own attractive places .